Hi everyone! I just want to share what I'm feeling.. I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel sad for the past three days already.. I go to work but I don't wan to talk to anyone. When students (because I'm working in a school setting) are talking to me I tend to talk to them irritably.. I don't want to be harsh with them but I can't help it.
I guess this all started with my co-worker. I'm doing something but she's always commanding me to do a work she can do alone especially that she's not doing anything. I felt angry that time but I kept it to myself. I can say that my anger is shown through my actions because I'm throwing tantrums through loud bangs/noise, etc. I don't wanna feel like I'm a puppet or what because we're just the same. From that time on I felt guilty, sad but still angry..
Until now, I don't talk to anyone even at work and they don't also talk to me. I don't know if they can feel me being distant or they just don't care.
I know the problem is really with me, but what am I gonna do,...I can't help it.