Good morning😄

[lovedogs51511]

I took this pic on my walk yesterday. It didn't even come close to what I saw! Anyhoo, I just get overwhelming anxiety when out walking especially when its light out. I try and go out when its still very dark like this morning! Even in the dark I'm still overwhelmed by anxiety. That makes no sense to me!😞 I'm trying to make sure I walk every morning now that its finally cooled off😊 Hope you all are having a wonderful morning😄😄

[Agora1]

Thank you lovedogs for sharing that beautiful picture of the mountains surrounding you. I can't imagine what it is like taking a walk in this breathtaking place. xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

The moon was huge and bright. On Tuesday I wish I could of caught a pic of the big full moon falling behind the mnts. It looked very close and gigantic. It was gently and slowly falling behind the mountains. It was so beyond breathtaking. This pic is nothing compared to Tuesday!

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

I could see the moon, it must have been a beautiful site. x

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

Yea it was pretty neat. How are you doing today??

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

Have an appointment always a little apprehensive even though routine

Be back shortly. Be good, stay strong, stay positive.

We're all in the same boat. What boat?? You say there's a boat?? xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

Lol your always a joy to talk to!! Hope your appointment goes great!!! Hope you stay very strong, positive and good as well!!! You already are those things tho!!! Where's that boat??? Lol. Hugs Agora1!😊😊

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

I'm back.. everything's good

Now time to treat myself to a Chocolate Chip Muffin. xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

Awesome!!! Is it easy for you to get out of the house? I'm sliding back into agorophobic! I hate going outside at all!!! The muffin sounds tempting!!!😊😊 Enjoy!

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

No, it's never easy, like just going out on a whim. It takes some mental adjustment as well as going out in the hours I'm more comfortable in. Breathing, telling myself I can do this and then having a treat when I get home as positive reinforcement.

See....easy peasy lol NOT xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

Oh ok cause I knew we both were agorophobic. I can only go walking when its pure black out. Going to Dr or grocery store is a killer for me. Especially when my own mother treats me like a disease! It drives me even deeper into being agorophobic. I don't drive right now due to losing my license and car having seizure driving. I'm riding a scooter which is terrifying being so exposed. Ugh sorry I'm rambling darn it! Sorry😄

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

You are not rambling.

How are you feeling today? I didn't realize until yesterday while reading one of your posts that you have seizures. You've got a lot going on. I think we all do and that is one of the reasons Anxiety finds a home in us. Everyone has temporary problems from time to time but it's those of us who deal with same issues day in and day out that anxiety overwhelms us.

I've learned that jumping over one hurtle at a time helps get me focused and not have my mind run away with "what if" thoughts. We do what we can with what we've been given. Pat yourself on the back lovedogs. Try not to be so down on yourself. It doesn't help us to. xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

I try to accept this garbage life but do realize I have an apt, free food, scooter but just wish my mom didn't treat me as if I'm an embarrassment to her! Its truly the worst feeling ever. Once we get here to my apt its all hugs and I love you. She stays really far away from me in the store. Ppl usually walk together right??? I'm a piece of shit I guess. No other feeling I get than that!!! Yes anxiety is a killer everyday! Like you said its day in and day out. Very overwhelming indeed!! Leaving in daylight is a huge hurdle. I'm just trying to do that without letting everyone get to me causing me to feel so anxious!😭😱😨 But I totally get what your saying. I'm sooooo scared cause if the other ppl in this CNA class hate me ill die inside!! I really do hate dealing with all this! I know we all got stuff but it seems like its getting to the point where I'm just done. Done with life! Family hates me cause I'm poor and have mental illnesses. I'm a huge disappointment. I can't thank you enough Agora1 for your help and kindness!!💝 You have no idea how much it really helps. I have no one in life but the support I have found on this site. Thank you and God bless you!!!!

[Agora1 in reply to lovedogs51511]

Always here for each other xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Agora1]

Exactly!!! Its truly wonderful isn't it. I love this site and all of you on here!! Have a really great night Agora1😀

[Starrlight]

Thanks for sharing this amazing sight.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

It was this or a shot of the moon right next to two palm trees!

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

That sounds awesome too!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

It was an ok shot I guess.

[bonkers65]

Nice pic with the mountains. That is good that you are going walking even though you are anxious. Walking should make you feel better. I know exercise helps me. Take care.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to bonkers65]

Just hope to keep on doing the walks everyday. I'm hoping it will help. It sure did when I lived in Vegas!! Glad it also helps you!! Very cool. Take care also😄

[morenews]

Beautiful! I love to walk, and my anxiety gets better when i do. I am sorry that you feel anxious when you walk, it should subside if you keep doing it. Do you think it is possible?

Love, hugs to you!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to morenews]

Hi there!! Loves and HUGS to you too!!! My anxiety is sooo bad I come back if it gets a little light out. I'm terrified to be looked at cause ppl are so mean. I'm trying to make sure I go at 5 or 6 am when its pitch black out. I hate going out during the day!!! Having to go do these CNA classes are more than I can handle. Hope your anxiety has gone away now. That would be such an amazing feeling. Even in Vegas I was freaked out. I looked way better but men would stare and offer me rides. They think women walking down the streets are prostitutes!! Totally stupid!! Told more than a few to go to hell!!! Lol😀😀😄😄 Sorry totally off subject! I'm a rambling idiot😄😄

[morenews in reply to lovedogs51511]

o, it is hard for you, dear. I hope it would get better. I can not say enough that you can walk any time of the day outside because you look fine and better than fine. But i know that my words ...would not change that for you at the moment, and of course you should walk when it is comfortable for you without anxiety.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to morenews]

Its just hard from looking good and being happy to having severely sagging face and being criticized by every sob I run into too. I hate living!!! Ppl make fun of me. They roll their eyes etc. I am sick of ppl that treat me like shit. Wish I had good genes but I feel like I'm screwed for the rest of my life! Thank you for your kindness and it means so very much to me💝💝

[Hidden]

Stunning. Where is this?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Hidden]

St. George, Utah

[Hidden in reply to lovedogs51511]

Lucky you!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Hidden]

Idk about that. Ppl are snobby, fake and pretty shallow here. I love being somewhere with nicer ppl. Just moved here from Las Vegas. Ppl are cooler there. I hope to find more genuine ppl here but time will tell I suppose. What state do you live in??

[Hidden in reply to lovedogs51511]

That's a shame the people are crap. The scenery is fantastic. I'm in the UK, England.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Hidden]

I think your lucky for living in the UK!! Seems like such a cool country😄😄 Everyone I talk to from the UK is always polite, nice and most of all very respectful!! Unlike here in the U.S. ppl seem pretty shallow! 🎸 on UK!!

[Shadow123-]

Hello lovedogs. You've done it again !! Beautiful and thanks for sharing. I also try to avoid going out in the daytime - aren't we silly when there's all that beauty out there...

Have a fab weekend my friend xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Shadow123-]

Hiya and good morning!!! Yea hiding in the dark out there walking everyday does seem so silly. Anxiety rules my life!! Ruins it more like it😞 Like the last two days I've only been able to walk at 5 am cause it is so dark out and nobody out!!! Perfect😄 I forgot are you here in the U.S. or UK? Everybody on here is on east coast! Are you as well?

[Shadow123- in reply to lovedogs51511]

I'm actually in UK but very jealous of yr pics !!

It's still very beautiful here but where u r is just completely different . I love the fact that we are 1000s of miles away and yet we all have a common bond. So blessed really xx

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Shadow123-]

Yes I think we're blessed to be on the site meeting such nice and caring ppl. The U.K. is so awesome!! I'd love to be able to see it but I can't. No money. How are you doing today??