One of them days...

Oh gosh I’m having one of those over sensitive days. Overthinking absolutely everything an being so sensitive about everything... 😢 . I’m actually happy though so I don’t understand. I’ve been having trouble sleeping on time too at night . I guess i just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings 😢. I feel lonely when i feel like this. I want to be alone but still feel lonely. Doesn’t make sense does it 😞.. sorry for rambling x

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I'm sorry you're feeling sensitive today. Are you able to take your mind to a happy place or how about some music? I understand the wanting to be left alone & feeling lonely, stinks doesn't it? A double edge sword is what I call it. I wish for you peace. Love, light, joy & hugs!!!

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Hey I can see your post now lol x

Unfortunately im not able to concentrate on anything either x just laying here in silence wanting to cry

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How can I help you? I really want to, whatever it is I can do for you I will. I know what it feels like to be so down, stinks doesn't it? Once again if I can lift you up in any way it would be my pleasure! Love, peace, light, joy & hugs!!!

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Wanting to be alone, yet feeling lonely sounds normal for depression. I find that being with people takes a lot of my energy. I really enjoy it, but thinking about the energy output slows me down or stops me from being with people. The truth, though, is that the enjoyment always outweighs the loss of energy. So much better to enjoy some time, then take a nap if I need it. I often need to remind myself of that truth.

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You’re right ! I just feel exhausted with humans.. they’re so hard to tiring to be around.

Might take nap thanks x

[bonkers65]

I can relate to all of that - the sensitivity, the over-thinking, and being lonely yet wanting to be by myself.

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I have these days a lot all clustered together 😔 I’m analysing everything I say, regretting every text or conversation I’m having . I think it could be my mind saying take time out and be alone for a little bit x

[Daisy777]

Makes sense to me! Yes I want to be alone but I’m lonely !

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Yeah 😔. Its embarrassing to admit it for me for some reason. 😢

[Starrlight]

I can relate Hope. Sensitive and analyzing, that’s me too. Great that you are happy but yeah sounds confusing too. Not wanting to be around people but lonely 😩 yeah oh my not fun

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Its an awful place to be in our minds x I’m sorry you’re there too

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

We’ll be there together and be strong until relief comes to us. I just need to get through the day, not expecting much like I usually want to be amazed by nature or given a sweet smile or something... well today I am hiding out as much as I can and squeezing by.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Same I’ve actually got the curtains closed today. Usually love watching the heavy rain but hearing it is enough today .

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Always here for you x

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Funny I have my curtains drawn too because I don’t want the men replacing the roof to look at me. Ha! 😆

[Hidden]

I'm sorry to hear that. I know what you mean. I can be generally happy but still feel hopeless and depressed. I mean, I should be feeling grateful but those worries will still come up. I hope your mind feels more at peace soon.

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Yeah its almost like feeling guilty too because I’m happy so why am I feeling like this 😢 x I’m sorry for your struggles too x

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Thanks. I hope you feel better. Hugs.

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I am I’m just watching Netflix in the dark with candles and chocolates x with heavy rain sounds from outside. Think I just need me time x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Sounds heavenly. "Me" time is great! Never can have enough "Me" time!

[Starrlight]

Hope, how are you today?

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Little better x i attended an event today which had meditation etc .

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

I miss days of meditation. I get too restless but it used to help tremendously.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Yes im the same and I’m the biggest QUITTER you’ll ever know lol but I kind of forced myself to go x

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Awesome job Hope!

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How have you been doing x and doggy?

[Starrlight]

Hangin in there staying really busy doggy is sleeping with my littlest man they are looking cute together.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Yeah sometimes staying busy is best and sometimes relaxing is x choices choices ey xx 💕 aww thats so cute

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Yeah I was so busy then got drained and sick now I have to rest... I have no choice ha! Have a beautiful weekend Hope! Do you have plans? I’m going to a kiddie bday party which will be fun because I really appriciate the time I have with little ones before I blink and they are grown.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Haha x aww how old are they ? That’ll be lovely for you.

Me , my mum , sisters and niece have planned a get together maybe breakfast or evening desserts or something so that’ll be nice x then my friends mother wants to come and see our house (its new.. well a year old but took ages getting ready ) that will be lovely as I haven’t see her mum in so long x

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Orrr what might really happen is I’ll wake up either ill due to lungs or my anxiety will kick in and I’ll do nothing! 😁👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Aww i know those things happen but I am wishing hard for you to be well and have beautiful times this weekend.

My kids are 6 and 10 and 23. How old is your niece?

Oh wow a new house how awesome.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Yes my husband and I got our place last October x small bungalow as stairs are hard for me because of my lungs x

Aw thats so lovely x my niece is 5 x she’s the light of my life even though she makes me scream in my head sometimes lol cheeky monkey x I’m 27 myself x

I hope you have a lovely weekend 💕

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Lol cheeky monkeys Oh you are young! I’m 42.