O well...

Hi everyone. I hope you are enjoying your day, or at least keeping your heads above the waves. Im So down 2day. It's beautiful out here where I live in northeastern PA. I sat alone at home in my little 3 1/2 room place I call my tree fort, all day yesterday.. .so, today I forced myself with all my the minimal strength I possess to drive to a little convenience store where I sit at a little outdoor table with my yukky diet lemonade. Better than the four walls! Got count my blessings. I like to think about the reality that somewhere someone is picnicking, kayaking, at the beach, or just strolling with a loved one. Life goes on!

[Stilltrying_]

Yes I know, it can make you feel awful thinking about what other people are doing but to put a positive spin on it at least you got yourself out for a bit which must be a good thing. Weekends can be lonely times I know.

[Hidden in reply to Stilltrying_]

Hi stilltrying. It actually makes me happy to think about the fun things others are doing. Lonely, yes, but still grateful. I hope you had a nice weekend Stilltrying! And thank you for sharing with me, it means a lot to me!

[BethMebrouki]

Yes it does make you feel quite awful bt keep trying to shine like a star in the holy sky.

We all suffer and we all try our best to feel better.

[Hidden in reply to BethMebrouki]

Thank you so much Beth! I wholeheartedly agree. Ive seen good come from my suffering. I truly hope you hav a blessed peaceful night.

[BethMebrouki in reply to Hidden]

Hi, thanks I tried but sometimes panic attack gets me. Well, we all face things but we are not going to let a thing brings us down.

I hope you are feeling betetr and always remember that you are stronger.