I think it’s time

[Svtempus]

It’s becoming so scary, i feel i’ll do it any day now, i go to bed wishing not to wake up. I hurt myself just to be able to control Something. I should have never been born

[PinkLuv23]

I can relate to your feeling. I too was there just a few months ago and I'm here to tell you that you are important and you are loved and you have a place in this world.

[Svtempus in reply to PinkLuv23]

Thank you but at the end of the day ot feels like im a mistake

[PinkLuv23 in reply to Svtempus]

But I'm telling you the universe makes no mistakes that's why you were put here. I know you may not feel that way right now nor able to believe that right now because of what you are feeling but I'm telling you that you can walk out of that dark place I believe in you. I can hear your crying I can understand your emotional breakdown and I know you can come through this.

[Fatima_sh]

There is no person on this earth that should never have been born, god put you on this earth for a reason.

You might not know what that reason is yet, but you’ll find out eventually and when you do it’ll be the greatest feeling ever.

Trust me you don’t want to miss out on all the wonderful things that are in store especially for YOU. ♥️

[agse01]

I know sometimes it feels like our life is not worth living, that there's no hope and no point. I know it's hard to see, but you are so valuable, so full of dignity, so worthy of love! You are so much more then your current circumstances. I know that the world so easily whispers to us that we are not enough, but they are lies. Please don't believe them. Your life has purpose and you are so needed! I don't know your spiritual beliefs, but I will be praying for you!

[Hidden]

It’s not time. It’s never the time to take yourself out of the equation. Please, please just take it one moment at a time. This makes me so scared for you. I hope you’re okay. We are all here for you. Keep talking to us. We are here to listen & give you support as much as we possibly can. Stay strong please xo.

[Svtempus]

Im feeling so tired all the time, even staying awake is near impossible, how can I go on?

[agse01 in reply to Svtempus]

I know it's tough! I know things don't look hopeful for you right now. Things have not always been this way, have they? Can you remember and hold on to times that you felt hope and happiness? Even though it may not seem like it, this darkness is temporary. It will lift. Please don't make a permanent decision to a temporary darkness! Is there anyone you are close to that you can reach out to face to face that can offer you love and support? If so, please seek them out and let someone close to you know how you are feeling! Are you under the care of a doctor or therapist. If not, please get some professional help to get through this. Ending your life is not the answer. Continue talking to us. We are here to listen and support, but please reach out to those who love you as well. You are not in this alone!

[Svtempus in reply to agse01]

It seems that the good moments are so very far away, I still can feel them once in a while but I just wish I could hold them closer and know they’ll be back

[agse01 in reply to Svtempus]

They will be back and they can be back! Remember a time that brought you the most happiness. Imagine yourself in that place, the people who were with you, the smells, the sensations. Focus on those things. Allow yourself to feel and experience the joy once again you felt in that moment! Hold on to that. Allow that memory to bring you hope right now, to help you through the darkness! You can feel and experience those same feelings again. Life can once again bring you joy and peace. Hold on to that hope!

[writingforjoy]

I am so sorry you are hurting! I understand the heartache and the not feeling of belonging or a purpose. I can tell you that you are loved, you were created for a reason, and you are worthy of abundant life. But until you grasp it for yourself I know it is just words. I would roll my eyes when other's would say they would pray for me. But I have seen that prayer work, and I have seen the truth of who I am.

You want control, which means you want freedom! This is exciting that you want freedom and I know you truly can obtain it.

Reading God's word (the bible) Seeing how He sees me, praying and listing to worship music, woke me up from the dark places.

I do pray for you, I pray for your freedom and that you see yourself through the eyes of truth.

Please if you have tried everything else, why not try one more time, one more thing?

If you have a counselor see them again or get a new one. Make sure nothing medical is going on beyond your heart struggles.

Here are a few resources that may help bit.ly/2hwXnqH

and a number for help from a counselor is 1-855-771-HELP.

I know better comes. I know a new day arises and with it hope.

I pray that you find that!

Best wishes!!!

[Svtempus]

Reading all of this has reminded me of a song hard times come again no more

[Shortstuf]

I feel your pain , I have the same thoughts but then again I have to think about the ones who love me the most .

[Leeda10]

Hi, i absolutely know how you are feeling, believe me or not i have been there.

When i was just a teenager my mom told me that i am the reason of every bad thing that happens to them, she said that i bring bad luck with me.that was the time when i felt i should die but i didnt do anything becouse i knew that my mom is wrong.

But after some time i also tried to hurt myself and then i heard somewhere that whenever you felt like hurting yourself hold an ice cube for a minute, i think you should try it.

And remember that your life is only yours to control so never hurt yourself to control something, try to control your thoughts and your life.

Dont give up, search and only search till you find a reason to live.

[Sandyxoxx]

Been their also , was questioning. .why do I awake ? Why can't I just sleep forever !! I made a choice, why am I judging myself asking Why !! I'm here , I found it's two roads ,one happy or sad, good or bad no in between! ! Example : 6yrs totally free sober ,no in between! !Maybe I'm too stronge sometimes ,but if it works ..I'll take it ! Find out what makes you strong ,and I bet you have alot of ppl,or things you did in your life !

[Sandyxoxx]

Oh choose Happy :-)))