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[Katelan24]

Hey guys I haven’t been on in while. I’m disappointed in myself, I attempted to commit suicide last night. I was admired into the er for 24 hours. I messed up and I have a great support team. Why did I let the devil win.

[Offroadjeep]

Glad that you were unsuccessful in your attempt. God has a better plan for you. Have a blessed day

[fauxartist]

I am sorry this happened, but glad you survived. None of us knows why we suddenly go down hill sometimes...it's just this disease seems to beat us up and we find ourselves worn down.... I'm glad your still with us.... and I'm glad your sharing here now.... can you talk more about what was going on before you went to the hospital....

[Katelan24 in reply to fauxartist]

Thanks guys

[fauxartist in reply to Katelan24]

what's going on in your life right now Katelan.....

[Katelan24 in reply to fauxartist]

Everything you can think of. I have a bad attitude and I beat myself up bc or ir

[fauxartist in reply to Katelan24]

are you currently seeing a therapist to work through some of this stuff... and what do you mean about having a bad attitude..... I know what you mean about beating yourself up... I had done that for years before they even started accepting mental health as a very real social problem.....so I struggled.... you don't have to....you can get help today... one way or another.....I know your sick and tired of people telling you what a great world this is and why would you feel this way.... well... who the hell wants to feel this way, it's not a choice anyone would willingly want to make... this is a disease.... it's not your fault.... you didn't do anything wrong and you don't deserve to have it.... none of us do....

So we don't judge, we listen.... and share that you are not alone... many of us have been there and some are there.... what is going on in your life you want to change.

[Hidden]

Oh I'm sorry to hear this & for you also! It's this darn old ugly disease, please don't beat yourself up. I'm here for you wishing you peace of mind. Love & Hugs!!!

[Hidden]

I’m also glad that you are still here! I thank God for the guardian angel who got you into capable hands at the hospital. Katelan, I get it. Sometimes it just feels like life can be hard to deal with and downright exhausting!!! But know that there are people out there who can help as well as those people who love you...including me❤️ Praying that you will soon experience comfort, healing, and peace. Thank you for reaching out. The experiences both good and bad, that we share is what gives us all the courage and strength to keep it moving. You’re not I this alone!!!

[Sillysausage234]

🌞🦋🍀

[Hidden]

I hope your doing better. Isnt it funny how when you look at the word devil backwards it spells lived lol just a thought but anyway its really good that you have a support group. I've been their and I know what it's like. How are you doing now?

[Katelan24]

Hey guys I was released today from the hospital they had me there for a week

[Hidden]

I’m so thankful that you didn’t succeed. I’m so sorry this happened to you. I knew exactly what that feeling is like. I’m always here for you to talk to. Please stay strong, girlie. xo