Just sadness

[jvgzrdo]

I was wrongfully diagnosed with a life ending disease. After i found out i wasnt dying i went into a spiral of alcohol and almost suicidal attempts( i would just drive as fast as i could drinking a bottle of vodka)

Right now i feel a lot better but i still have this empty void that it doesnt seem do fill or go away

I need help

[zevietnameseguy98]

Hello there, friend, it should be a good thing that you aren't actually dying right? At least that's how I see it. You were blessed by God with another chance so to live another day. Another chance to make your loved ones happy. Use it wisely and be grateful for it. Whatever you are facing, I am sure that you will get through it because you are never alone. We are here for you. Stay strong and stay safe my friend xoxo.

[jvgzrdo in reply to zevietnameseguy98]

Always stay strong friend! Theres always a helping hand wherever you look

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Blessed by which god?

[fauxartist]

welcome.....and I'm glad your reaching out here....I know that you must be very angry that this happened to you....thinking the end was coming...I can't even begin to imagine how that felt....and who ever gave you that false diagnosis should be sued..I am not a advocate of doing petty litigation, but geeezzzz....this is earth shattering....anyone would have walked out of the Dr.s office and screamed, I am soooo sorry this happened to you.

But your here now....these are very nice people who understand that feeling of sadness that just does not seem to go away....for many of us it's depression and anxiety.

I don't know if you have access or can afford a therapist...and it can be a trial and error process to get a good fit....but it would be really helpful to get this sorted out and find out if you have long term, or temporary depression which will eventually get better with help. Long term does take a lifetime commitment and can be managed with coping skills and for some...medication, that is a personal choice. l take SSRI's because I have long term depression and it's bad enough that the meds mellow it out somewhat, the rest you will figure out along the way. Your not alone with this....glad your sharing.

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Wow I am so sorry you went through this. You sure have found a great site, many here understand & are very kind & caring, I'm included in that! Here's some joy just for you! Be kind & gentle with yourself, sounds like you need that now. I'm here for you! Love & Hugs!!!