I’m not one for sharing my feelings or emotions with others, so I’m new to this. I suffer from anxiety and depression and sometimes it’s hard to be around others who don’t understand it. Lately I’ve been feeling unattached and really down. I’ve been in a relationship for about 4 years now and I’ve never told him about my struggles with depression and bipolar disorder. I’ve been hiding it from him, I feel like I’m living a lie and if I don’t get out of this slump that I’ve been in I fear he may find out. Most importantly I’m afraid of going into a deeper state of depression that I’ve been in before which led me to be hospitalized.