Hi, im new here and idk whats wrong with me. When there are gatherings, i avoid from being involved & locked myself in my room. When the voices outside became louder, i feel extremely uncomfortable. I always walked around the house hoping nobody can hear or see me. It has been this way for a few years. Recently, my friends asked me to go out with a bunch of friends, i said yes. Then i decided last min that i dont want be there bcs of the people & when my friend txted me, i didnt reply. I want to be there but at the same time, i dont.