Help me!!!

[luanasouza]

I wanted to have a friend that I could challenge but I do not have it, this week for me it was very complicated I'm from 9th grade I fought a legal teacher and stayed in detention (a place I've never had before) since that day I've felt like crap, a walking failure, a genetic mistake that could never have existed. Several days of this week I've been thinking about drugs (there are a lot of people who drink, drink or inject themselves that feel better afterwards). I've been thinking seriously about experimenting, but I'm afraid of getting addicted and dying.

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[Midnightwolf1]

I've felt the same way before. I'm going into 11th, and I've had some bad thing happen to me in 9th. I though about drinking and drugs before but I didn't want my brother to do it or think of me different so I cut and even thought how it would be if I wasn't here. (My mom and dad found out and I told them to not tell my brother.) But I found something to help me cope. Plus my boyfriend at the time was doing drugs and drinking so I seen what it does so I decide to push myself to be better and try to succeed at what I was reaching for. Hopefully things get better for you and I didn't mean to tell a little life story..

[fauxartist]

That's a long term dead end not an answer to wanting a challenge in life...been there and done that...does not work out well. Addiction is not an easy thing to live with, and if you’re not happy....find something that you are interested in that does, express yourself through art, music, writing, photography....get your brain busy with lots of stuff that makes you feel good because you are creating....addiction is about turning yourself into a slave to a thing....and exactly what you don't want...something else that has power over you....and steels your freewill and life away...

[luanasouza in reply to fauxartist]

obrigada pelas palavras. Vou relfetir sobre isso

[fauxartist in reply to luanasouza]

your welcome....Te deseo todo el éxito en...