The thought of pain sometimes scares me. I am guessing after so much emotional and physical pain from the past, it makes me intolerable of it at times.
I get anxious feelings bc I fear of worse things. But I have to remind myself that pain never lasts. Love is stronger and more rewarding.
At times, it is hard when u feel a lack of love.
With love, it feels as though u can conquer the world. Even with the smallest bit of love, I feel the surge to keep moving strong. I love with such intensity and hope that whoever feels my love will pay it forward.
Today, I pass some love to u all. U might need it in some way or shape. I am a small little light in this gargantuan world, but I leave with this: I love you bc I know you. At some point, I have experienced what you have. Today, I choose to be happy. I hope you can do the same. God bless us all! ❤️💕🙏
Pain 
Feelings of pain dealing with the loss.
Anxiety and physical pain
