It is so hard when I hit this dark times
Times that I feel unhappy and miserable
Time where I feel alone and unloved
The negative and empty feelings take over
I wish that with the blink of an eye
All these emotions would disappear
Or should I go to the garden
and start cutting the petals of a flower
Would I have a new flower after?
Would the pain go away?
Shining through the dark clouds. 
Dark and angry shades of gray
The dark cloud is back
I’m in a serious dark place
Very sad and feeling darkness
