I have good days and I have bad days just like everyone else. I'm far from perfect even though sometimes I wish I could be, and just maybe things will be alot easier. I feel like a prisoner in my own thoughts. Constantly analyzing how things got to this point. I've struggled with anxiety going on 14yrs now and recently seeked treatment 2yrs ago. I was in denial for quite some time making myself believe it was only in my head and can be controlled but honestly it only made things worse. I felt like if i medicated myself with the proper meds it would only make me weak, as if I failed myself on trying to control something that can't be controlled. I wish I knew there was this site along time ago and others that are going through almost the exact same thing as I am. Is it possible now I wont feel so alone?