Tired

[sparkle314]

I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired I can’t do this anymore I want to give up I’m so tired

[bonkers65]

I'm tired too. I don't know what to do anymore.

[Hidden]

Same..I wouldnt wish this to my worst enemy..

[themonkeytech]

We are all here in the situation, you are not alone

[Hidden]

Likewise everyone, I just had the same thoughts and feeling these past days, although I have strong days even on some of my worst days...but lately I feel like it's never going to get better and I'm tired... because I feel no one cares if I was gone anyway. I think I'm q burden esp to my family...no one can stand me anymore and I can't stand myself either. Dear Lord, I pray for us all 😔🕇

[MJVM in reply to Hidden]

I feel the same as you do. I am an only child. I have a husband, son,daughter, mom, Aunts, Uncles, and cousins. They think my illness is made up in my head. They say, I have gotten lazy and full of excuses. They don’t understand. Why are we the villains.

[Hidden in reply to MJVM]

I hear ya MJVM, my sister says I'm so selfish because I say I'm always depressed and unhappy with life. She acts like I do it on purpose, she doesn't understand that I can't help when these unbearable feelings and thoughts just take over and even consume my energy and concentration. I feel drained, tired of struggling and physically tired too. Why would I want this for myself , I don't chose to be like this... no one does. I don't even wish this on my worst enemy, which I don't have one but don't want anyone to have these feelings and thoughts. It hurts me when I read everyone's struggles on here because I know exactly the feelings and none of us want this. We wish and pray for happiness, energy, motivation, self esteem, love and I pray for patience and want my mind and heart to be at peace already. I'm sorry your family thinks those things about you , believe me mine say the same things esp my 2 sons and sister even my mother that was never there for me even as a child and it hurts so much. Instead of caring and showing compassion they all put me down even more and say "do something" "try harder" " think differently" it's harder said than done for ppl like us who struggle and for me it's been life long it seems. If it was that easy I would be rid of these disorders and unbearable loneliness and sadness. I will continue to keep my faith and pray though, For Us All! I hope they understand one day, if only they were in our bodies and minds then they would know. Take care MJVM best wishes and hope things get better for you. 💕😇

[Want2BHappy3]

I know how you feel, I've been retired for about a year and a half, I had to because of my anxiety. Since I have been in bed for most of the time.

I wake up every morning with a burning knot in my stomach and feel paralyzed,

I have no one to talk too, they don't understand what I'm going through, they say I over think things. I get long text messages/lectures from my best friend. At first I thought my sister would be there for me? It didn't last.

I've been there for everyone when they needed me. Anxiety is Exhausting, the Hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. When I wake up I already feel sick because I don't know what's ahead?

Have you seen a doctor? My main worry is my kid's, I feel I've let them down. GOD I can't seem to do the right thing???