Anxiety help

I’ve been having a lot of difficulties with anxiety especially when getting home from work. I woke up this morning and had a really hard time and cried twice because of overthinking and not wanting to bother my friends. I went on vacation to Miami and looked at job openings around the area for my work. Found one that is in my hometown area and am really interested. I asked my boss about it and he said it may hurt my career because of a promotion comes about they may think I’ll just want to move back home a year later. I’m not happy, have periods of extremes sadness, quilt, tired all the time, hard to fall asleep or wake up, body aches, and trouble making decisions. Every time I think about it my thoughts circle and circle in my head. I know I need someone to talk to but I feel like I can’t ask for help every day. What do I do? And is the right move to move back home and risk my career advancement opportunities? Will I be happier near my friends and family or will I be just as unhappy? Another issue is that I’m on probation and would I be able to transfer probation to a different county? I need something to go good in my life. It keeps on getting worse and worse..

[Lmarie87]

I've learned that you can't run from depression. It doesn't matter where you are or how far you move.. or if your friends and family are there or not.

[Hidden in reply to Lmarie87]

But I could be around them more and not feel as isolated. I only know a couple people where I live now and work long hours late into the night. The job back home would likely be 10-8 rather than 1pm- at least 11pm. And I could have a roommate whose my best friends since the 1st grade. I feel like if I could be around more people, I’d be more likely to meet a girl as well and could be a happier and more likely to talk and not hold everything in.

[Lmarie87 in reply to Hidden]

Well then, there you go. You've figured it out.

[Hidden in reply to Lmarie87]

Just trying to get second opinions. I over analyze everything. Wouldn’t want to throw everything away to be just as depressed.

[Hidden]

Whichever decision you make will be the right one..lmarie is right. You can't run away from depression..Go with your heart..though sometimes things don't go as planned..

[Doglover87]

Sounds like you need to go where you have support.. jobs Wil come and go but your job is not worth risking your own well being.

Trust me I am in a similar boat. My family has been supportive.. if it werent for them I could be a lot worse off right now...

Seek help do what you got to do!