Came to the point that i have ...

[Pedro61885]

Came to the point that i have to drink to feel good I know is goin to affect me

[BabygirlCynt]

I was in that same boat. Felt like drinking was my happy place. But it hurts more than helps in my situation. I was hiding mental issues I didn't even know I had. Now with medication and therapy soon I ding even have desire to drink

[Marshall64]

Pedro, I'm sure that realize that alcohol is a depressant so you will feel worse after the initial buzz.

Have you tried some exercise that you can do that pushes you into the zone where you get the equivalent to a runner's high?

If you want to share what is going on to make you feel like drinking I'm here to listen. I have been through rough times and am not judgmental.