I dont want to deal with this anymore

[Hb2003]

I am done i don’t want to del with this anymore I am crying i feel angry and upset and scared why WHY WHY !!! I am panicking i hate this no no noooo

[Sillysausage234]

What’s wrong kiddo ?

[Hb2003 in reply to Sillysausage234]

The girl that bullied me 2 years ago emailed me something rude

[Sillysausage234 in reply to Hb2003]

How dare she !

[Hb2003 in reply to Sillysausage234]

I Emailed her mom and i blocked her

[Sillysausage234 in reply to Hb2003]

Good for you ....move on and continue spreading joy 😊

[Hb2003 in reply to Sillysausage234]

Thanks

[Hb2003 in reply to Sillysausage234]

I dont want to deal with it anymore i was fine and then boom a email i dont talk to her anymore I apologize for not responding

[Hidden]

Oh no I'm so sorry, you were doing so well. What's the matter? xx

[Hb2003 in reply to Hidden]

A girl who bullied me sent me a email

[Hidden in reply to Hb2003]

I'm so sorry, it's awful being bullied, have you got someone you can speak to. You are worth so much more than the bully, please remember that.

I was also bullied, you will get through this and being the much better person.

Sending you big hugs xx❤

[Starrlight]

(((((((((((((((( hug))))))))))))))))

[Hidden]

Oh no, what happened?!

[Hb2003 in reply to Hidden]

A girl who bullied me sent a email

[Hidden in reply to Hb2003]

I've been busy, so late replying. Oh, damn. I'm so sorry sweetie. You want to know a secret? That girl who bullied you is jealous of you. You are kind and mature and that's why she does it. She wishes she had those attributes. She hates herself and that's why she does it. She hates herself and the only way she knows to feel better about herself is to put others down. You are sensitive and that's also why she does it. She knows it hurts you and she relishes in that. It gives her more power if you will. She knows which buttons to push. How does she know? Good question. People like her seem to be really good at that.

Why do people bully? Because they don't feel good about themselves. Why bully you? No reason Why bully anyone? No reason.

I would like to tell you that people grow out of it, but that wouldn't be the truth. Some never grow out of it. You know what that means? It means that those people never stopped hating themselves (or worse, never learned how to love themselves in the first place).

I'm so very sorry.

[Sleeplessme]

Hey come on now you were so sweet and caring last night. Sounds like you're having an anxiety attack just like I was and you helped along with everyone else. You're a fantastic person, and you can deal with this feeling. It's just a feeling, that's all. I'm learning to ignore it. It's been lurking all afternoon and I'm keeping it at bay. You can do the same xx

[Hidden]

Ok, I have something that might cheer you up (make you smile at least?). Two jokes from my neurologist:-I saw my neurologist on Tuesday. When we were all done, he had one last question for me. He asked me if I wanted to see a doctor (neurologists are doctors).

-When we were making my 6 month appointment he picked a day, turned to me and asked me if I was doing anything on that day.

[Hidden]

So sorry but you don't have to go through it alone

[Hidden]

Hey Hb. Can you let us know how you're doing?

[Hb2003 in reply to Hidden]

I am doing alright now

[Hidden in reply to Hb2003]

So sorry I replied then disappeared. It was my husband's fault.🤪I'm glad you're doing better.