Getting better but, taking longer this time.

[Nutella06]

I had TMS for the first time in 2013 and it worked great! I fell back into a deep depression again in 2015 and had TMS again in 2016. It didn't work as good and I spoke with my Neuropsychiatrist and he seemed to think my depression might have gone deeper and the Neurostar TMS might not help that. I got accepted to do the deeper penetrating Brainsway TMS and it's definitely been more challenging than the original TMS treatment back in 13. I am finally starting to feel some benefits and I'm trying to highlight the positives. I have major memory problems and my jealousy of others has reached an obsessive level. I just need to bring myself back to my world and work on improving me. If I can help someone else in the process that is an added benefit. I'm also doing Neurofeedback and I feel like with continued episodes I will feel the benefits there as well. I need to improve my self talk and just let negative thoughts come and go and not give them a reason to stay... If anyone has any ?'s about TMS or neurofeedback, I would be happy to answer them... Take care...