This last few months have been pretty hard for me emotionally and I’ve really only gone from numb to crying and trying to wipe my eyes before anyone can see.
But something that’s starting to hurt even more then the crushing loneliness and seemingly endless episode of sadness is that something I really used to enjoy doing was drawing. And now I just find it stressful. All my recent attempts at drawing don’t turn out looking the way I want or not turning out at all.
Drawing has been one of the only things I’ve ever felt any amount of pride for. And I used to have one to three new pieces a day. Now it’s been a full month since I’ve been able to make anything.
Any advice would be appreciated.