My chest is so tight
Im crying internally and externally.
I try to get people to stay but it pushes them further away.
I feel extremely unattractive
I feel uncomfortable
I feel so lonely
I feel like a burden
I feel like a loser
As much as I try not to believe it I don’t belong in this world. Everyone faces their inner demons on a daily basis but I am the demon inside and out. I’ve lost myself
Im trying to gain control of my life but I don’t
I see people living while I sit here wasting air. Wasting existence.
I have anger issues
I’ve had my heart broken 1000 times and it’s all my fault. All of this is my fault.
Im sorry for my existence.