I miss you

[sparkle314]

I miss you mom, I miss when you’d make me laugh and smile and help me stop crying but now it’s like I don’t even know you anymore I just miss you so much but I can’t even tell you bc you’re not you

[HearYou]

You have posted four times tonight. What's going on with you?

[sparkle314 in reply to HearYou]

I’m so sorry, I never saw your posts this night, I think I was just having a rough day but thank you for caring ❤️

[HearYou in reply to sparkle314]

Ok, having some difficult times lately too, but wanted to be certain you were ok. xx

[sparkle314]

We’ve just grown apart and we don’t have the relationship we used to have :/

[Hidden]

I find it hard to tell my parents I love you mum, love you dad.. I don't think I've ever told them ..I feel your pain...I still live with them, but the feeling of opening up and just say the truth, I love you..is just not us..Just give the best of love to your mum in whicher form...Its unconditional regardless..All the best..

[sparkle314 in reply to Hidden]

I think mostly it comes with the insecurity that they may not say it back or that if they do they don’t mean it. We might feel like our mistakes and flaws outweigh our beauties in their eyes but that’s probably not true, it may be all in our heads, but even if it’s not in our heads, if you truly love them and are grateful for them, I think you should tell them every chance you get, before it’s too late. Whenever I see my mom, which is not a lot these days, I try my best to show her I love her which can be really hard with all the differences and disagreements between us, and the fact that I’m always tired and she always wants to do something doesn’t help either bc she feels like I’m rejecting her. I feel like if we show as much love as we can maybe they’ll start to do the same.

[Hidden]

Yes definately..yoynarr right... one of my fears is regretting after one goes..The regret will be unforgivable..I mean we are older and should understand..maybe my parents prob didn't get this from their parents so they passed it on to us..Its for us now to break that cycle and say I love you cause when you have that peace and Bond with parents it will eliminate alot of anxiety and depression and replaced by love..I long that closeness..wish I could hug my parents..and them , me..