My long term relationship of nearly 12 years broke down about 7 weeks ago, but each day that goes by i feel worse and worse. I have no interest in anything, can't eat much, lost weight, cant sleep, and having slightly worrying thoughts when i say worrying i mean thoughts of would it be eaiser if i wasnt here? these are feelings i never really had before. I thought that things would get better, but things are getting worse. I have become very snappy and rude to the people around me and cant control any emotion at all. I feel depressed, not just sad or emotional but genuinely depressed. I am booking to see my doctor next week to ask for some advice a friend of mine suggest going on a low dosage of anti depressant to help control my feelings and pick up my mood. I am very unsure as i hate asking for help. But i need some advice?