Hi all! I haven't posted anything for a little while, but I'm still here! I've been busy with work now, which is helpful most days for my depression. But my anxiety is still quite terrible. I recently lost health insurance due to income and have to pick something else I will hopefully be able to afford ok. I am hoping once I get new insurance set up I can get some doctor appointments set up and tackle this issue. I'm so tired everyday it's hard to function. My memory is suffering and that makes me feel depressed because I know it's not what it should be. Some days I'm utterly exhausted and it's a serious struggle just to get through running on auto pilot. I'm wondering if I'm not getting the right restful kind of sleep when I am sleeping, leaving me perpetually tired. I know the anxiety is not helpful with that either.
On the positive side, I am saving as much money as I can to buy my own car so I will no longer have to be tied to my father and grandmother and doing all their errands. It's keeping me motivated to know I will eventually be free. It does feel good to be working and making my own money. If I can manage to get this anxiety under control, that will help even more. One thing at a time right now. I will hopefully get my insurance set up this coming week.
I hope everyone is doing as well as possible. I know it's a daily struggle for a lot of us on here. Know you can do it. The strength and power is in you, even when it doesn't feel like it. We can do this, together. 
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