We'll I had to unplug for a bit... I just woke up and thought that today was the day that I unplug for a while. I had a long talk with my husband and kids. It was so hard to tell my family that my depression and anxiety is making me feel alone. I'm So blessed to have my husband and my kids.
I went and saw my GP and told home what's going on and I am now going back on my anxiety meds and cymbalta.. I was getting bad to the point that I couldn't sleep, eat,or even pick up my phone to make the calm. So my family sat by my side and we made call together. My husband told the Dr that I was doing better on kilotipin for my anxiety. So today I'm starting with both.
Now I feel like I can be the wife,mom,and grandma I want to be... Just telling everyone what's going on HELPED ..
First draft of new poem I wrote called \"Temporal\"
I need someone to talk to. I hung up after 35 min of being on hold when calling crisis line. 
I’m sick of being called selfish
Mom called me and i threw up
