Recently I lost my mom due to congestive heart failure. I took care of her for a long time and gave it my best shot to do what I could to relieve the pressure off myself due to taking care of her. Now she is gone and I live with my sister. I can't work due to seizures. Getting to depressed over everything. I'm trying to be a people pleaser and not tending to my own feelings. I think this is due to living before all this took place. It is hard for me to communicate with people. Getting constantly down on myself. Thanks for letting me vent a little.