Today I shared something on instagram.
"There were colors, there was sound and there were songs.
Sometimes we had moments when even sparks flew.
I could see the stars in his eyes, everyone joined and became a heart that flowed through our veins.
Now there are no colors left..."
One of my ex's friend sent a message asking me if I am ok and I told her my ex and I are not together anymore. I got sad because I see she has a good relationship with her bf but I guess sometimes people have good and bad times. Mine is bad at the moment and I hope it changes.
The girl told me "He probably does still really love you. Boys are strange creatures... and you never know what could happen in the future"
I guess she is right, I don't know what will happen with my future, I'm sad cos I don't even know what decision to make and I feel under so much pressure and stress. I see people is doing their life. I still find very difficult to go to work, the anxiety and the sadness invade my soul every morning.
I hope you all are ok and are having a good Sunday, I only wanted to share this with you