Venting

[ksturkey]

My grandpa kicked me out and I’m living with my boyfriend. I’m happy here and everyone in my family accepts the fact that I’m an adult and can make my own decisions except for my mother. She constantly calls me and tells me that I’m immature, will never make it in school, and that I am making the biggest mistake of my life. She called me today and cussed me out but also brought his family into it. I’m tired of my mother constantly cussing me out, and then saying that I’m hurting her and she wants me home. A reason I wanted to leave was because of her constantly yelling at me and treating me as a slave. We argued all the time, both equal at fault of starting them. It was a very toxic environment for my mental health and she calls that ‘bullshit.’ She tells me that I’m using my mental illness as an excuse/reason to stay away from her and that nothing is actually wrong. This all started because I moved out of my dorm room today and brought my things here instead of to her house; she thinks I’m coming home. I am home, with people who care for me and about my mental health. They took me in when I had nowhere to go. Yet my mom wants to talk down about them because of this, I feel she should be grateful for them. I’m sorry this is so long, I have so much to say. I cried for a few minutes earlier, but I haven’t had an attack today so I consider that good. I didn’t get all three doses of my anxiety medicine today either so I’m very on edge. Thank you to whoever reads this, I needed someone to talk to. 🙂❤️

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

If you skipped a dose you should take it when you realize it. It’s not good to skip. Don’t double up at one time but take it. Don’t skip. That will make you go into a tailspin. If you are supporting yourself and over 18 then you need to do what’s best for your health and happiness. Finish school though. That’s important. If your grandpa kicked you out then why does your mom want you to come back? I guess I don’t understand that part. It doesn’t matter. I do hope you can find a way to have a relationship with your mother though. Even if it’s only in short doses. If you are hurt though I understand that may take time. Glad to know you have a support system. That’s always nice.