So it is me again
Seriously this depressive episode is getting the best of me, this is the fourth month and am still not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, don’t know how many weeks/months this will last.
So since the start of this week I have been stuck on the thought what if life isn’t real and existence only exists in my mind
Today morning it hit me like bricks
And kept hitting and hitting making me extremely fatigued and depressed, however I kept ignoring it and going on with my day.
Then it hit me how weird of a thought this is, and it is a distorted process of thinking; THEN the bomb..what if my depression is turning into psychotic depression? What if am exhibiting symptoms of psychosis and this will escalate and I will be a danger to myself or others. That is when I felt so dizzy and nauseous.
This is hell