I woke up to in a panic i walked around the entire house looking for my wife and daughter. I called their names i opened every door. I went outside to see if her car was there. I checked my phone for miss calls or a txt. Then it hit me their gone. And their not coming back. I let my past experiences being a abused watchin my mom be abused and my insecurities of feeling not good enough get the best of me. I never expressed all of it to her because i didnt want to seem like a monster or a weak person. But it only got worse. She never took the time to understand me even when i told her everything. It was like i was nothing..