I feel like im lost it

Well im trying my best to work on my credit score and buying house. I am ready but my credit not. I knew i had work . so i gave my self a year but so much have happening in this past year i lost my the only man i knew as dad plus the house that call home for 6 years staring to be a pain in my ass. So i have to move because the landlord said something that didnt just set right with me when im in right. the house is shaffing. No problem until this last year mold and mildew but i was still working with him until i had to pay a high water and light bill plus pay to wash clothing .people in out my home with out me knowing and even had to clean up other the so call workers that did a cover up job. Now my mind is just running and my health is getting the best of me i feel like im flip out really bad

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

I know that feeling well. You are just taking a slightly different path but still heading to the same end goal. A pit stop if you will. Don’t let that keep you from getting back on track. There are many times I feel like I take one step forward and two steps back. I understand how challenging that can be but it definitely sounds like you are on the right path. Your new rental may even be a way to lower your rent or move to a better location. You could also look for an opportunity to rent to own. Keep your hopes up and try not to let it get you down to much. This could be a blessing in disguise. I sure hope so. Sometimes things may happen for a reason. Stay strong! You’ve got this!

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

I’m here if you want someone to talk to. Sometimes outsiders can see things you can’t. I am in the same boat with credit though but disabled and am lucky to afford utilities and rent. So I understand.

[Eazzy]

Hello, meditation will help you calm your mind down. And when your mind calms down your body symptoms will calm as well. I have never believed in meditation, but it made a believer out of me. I had to be disciplined with meditating in the morning, at noon and before bed, and overtime my mind began to calm down and then I could think much clearer. Remember we live in a fast paced world, but you have to slow down and live in the now. Be mindful of where your mind is. Hope this helps.