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[onelittlerose]

I could literally cry at anything right now for absolutely no reason. My nerves are shot. And I don't get it because there isn't anything awful going on, no pressing concerns or issues, just me being sensitive and always needing a hug. Honestly I got the wrong answer in class and was tearing up. Why do I do this...

[MoreThanFun]

I don't even know how to characterize my depression half of the time, and it always feels like the people around me are distant at the worst times. I understand just wanting someone to hold on to... I feel like the chemicals coursing through my brain taint my life sometimes. Something pretty awful is going on, you know? It's not your fault.

[onelittlerose in reply to MoreThanFun]

Ugh I'm so glad you know the feeling- I mean obviously not glad you've experienced it, but I'm glad another person understands how hard it is. I wish I could make it all go away, if not for myself then for my bf, because he deserves a perfect relationship, but I kick myself all the time because I can't make it all good.