Hurting

[Tati_1098]

I have no place in the world. I feel as though i could leave and in the long run, it wouldn't make a difference. I am hurting. It is so hard struggling with mental illness. My depression and anxiety consume me. I feel overwhelming despair and sadness seemingly out of nowhere and for no reason. And i am so so tired of fighting it...giving in would be so much easier 😢😭

[Hidden]

That's right ..you can run but you can't hide..you sound smart..it's a struggle your right..it's tough, and your strong...but is it really easy for you to just give in ?..Im the same as you and I find it hard coz it's not the right answer..im looking for the right answers..Im consumed just like you..everyday..it sucks..Just over it..What helps me is prayer..actually talking and saying I don't want to be like this..I say in prayer, it's killing me it's taking over, why?..I would do anything to change..I forgive myself.every minute..I talk to me , I, myself, I found I'm getting close with myself rather than being so ripped apart..now I'm religious, not a devoted, but I surrender everything to God..I have no one else..no medication, no other way out...I don't care who you pray to but get it out and have faith..atleast in your self..at the end of the day, only you can help yourself..I think youve got it..your bright and strong and you will get there..I read this post I like..it says..you need darkness for stars to shine..

[quieturban]

I feel exactly the same way. I think I know why but it's still a struggle every day. Have you tried talking to a therapist to help you figure out why you are feeling the way you are. Like I was told if my thyroid could be causing my depression. I really hope you feel better. I feel loneliness too right now so much. I have severe anxiety at times and depression and even anger too. It affects all my relationships. I just need a friend or few to help me get through this I will keep on fighting. I'm worried too much about other people and not caring about myself. It's my own fault I withdrew from people because maybe I always felt misunderstood. I hope to god I get through this peacefully and I would never wish anyone to feel this way. It a horrible horrible feeling. Take care friend. 🌻