First rant

[its_Gi_again]

Alright, I'm just gonna go for it and rant about the fact that I can't focus. And I can't quiet the voices in my head. I'm in my last year of college and I wish I could've just dropped out already or withdrawn for a year or a semester. I'm just really done. My first half of the day was so productive and then I ruined it by sitting down and getting on my computer; it wasn't all wasted time, I joined this and I think that's a major plus, but I just feel like I did nothing today. Even though I did SO MANY THINGS, and I even went to all my classes.

Every day just feels like a constant battle between myself and my thoughts and I'm getting more and more worn down. I swear I'm trying to hard to get through, so hard to do things, so hard to be a good student and a good person and a good friend, but I'm just so tired. I wish I could end it all, and that's what I'm most ashamed of.

I have so much homework due tomorrow, and I had so much time to do it. I feel like such a failure. I can't handle this anymore.