The last year a lot has happened with my family my brother attempted suicide, my boyfriend lost his house and family feel apart I helped him while avoiding the problems with my brother. My parents fight my step dad doesn’t get along with me, my mom got surgery I found her hurt and it messed with me. My boyfriend and I fight a lot about nothing which leads to I hate you’s. I feel like the last 3 weeks ive been falling apart, I think every time I leave the house I’m going to die, every time I go to sleep I’m not going to wake up, or something bad is going to happen to someone I love. I can’t breathe and feel like I’m not living in my own body.