Hi, my name is Noell and I’ve been dealing with depression since I had my first daughter in 2015. I’m still trying to figure it out. It got worse when I had my second daughter this year 2017. It’s getting to a point where I’m no longer happy and my fiancé isn’t happy and that’s my fault. He tries helping me but nothing works. I can’t even play with my daughters or go out cause I’m not in the mood and I’m really scared that I’ll never be back to myself again. It’s different everyday, sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere and it sucks. I want my family happy and I don’t know how to do that when I’m dealing with depression. I have no one to talk to and I need help I’m just so tired. It’s hard.