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My name is Jesse. I have intense anxiety and depression. I'm always pissed off for no good reason. I get mad at people and can't stand to be around them. I often think of suicide but Im scared to screw it up. I know life shouldn't be like this. I have a great job paying 35$ per hour. I should be happy but I'm miserable.

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You have the insight to know that your life shouldn't be this way. That's a very good start. Do you have a friend or family member who you can talk to? That can be very helpful; someone who "gets it" for you. You have a well paying job and that's very fortunate and I wouldn't want you to lose it.

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Jesse are you taking meds and if you are keep taking it and it can take 4-6 weeks to work and Keep up with your doctor visit or call he or she when you're feeling suicidal.