Why so serious ?

[Loki1018]

Sometimes people bring it out of me and other times they have nothing to do with it but I still don't feel like I need apologize.

[Hidden]

You mean sometimes people make u angry or ?

[Loki1018 in reply to Hidden]

Yea sometimes people bring the monster out of me because they don't know how to act or disrespectful and that takes me out of character

[Macen in reply to Loki1018]

Hey buddy, I'm really sorry life and people push you into something you're not. Its so hard sometimes to be nice when life is stretching you to your limits.

I know this isn't the most pleasant thing to hear, but I think you still ought to strive apologize when you lash out at people. You gotta still try to be accountable for what you do even when it's not totally in your control. You're mental illness is your burden to bear.

I'm not saying you should beat yourself up or anything. But an apology and explanation can go a long way -- even if people don't always understand what you're going through. For all you know, life pushed them to be mean or disrespectful to you as well.

I just feel like if you start washing your hands completely of accountability for bad behavior, you'll never able to empower yourself to improve it.

Just some thoughts though. I'm still figuring these things out too. I hope everything goes well for you.