That feeling of consumption

[Will83]

One of those days where I wish I was a weaker soul

[scottlg]

When I'm exhausted, empty and depleted, the thought of dying is comforting.

But when I'm ok & manage to get my crap put aside I know that I have an inherent love for G-d and for life.

It's not really that I want to die, it's just wanting not going off the deep end, to relax with myself, & not think the world is coming to an end.