Whirlwind of emotions

[Jmerrick22]

The past two days I feel really weird. I know I have depersonalization, I almost sometimes feel like I'm dead or I died . I know I'm weird I guess. My anxiety has me to the point I randomly wanna cry at times . Like I'm not happy with my job anymore and I don't even wanna go to work I keep thinking there's all kinds of stuff wrong with me or I'm gonna drop over at any minute. Someone please tell me I'm not alone or the only one that feels this way . I hate how anxiety like takes over your thinking like everything's wrong or bad things are gonna happen . Like lately I'm terrified of something happening to my mom and we're very close like I can't handle that , and there's nothing wrong with her . I need medication but I tried like five already and they all cause me side effects and I feel like just giving up but I wanna be happy and feel more like me , I feel like I need to learn how to live again , if that makes sense

[Ddorne]

Jmerrick, hi most of us on here have anxiety. I have OCD so I have to do rituals over and over till I feel right when I'm anxious or less when I'm not so much. Do you have a therapist ? That's really important. I go to my therapist twice a week. We all have different symptoms. I have depression also periodically. Don't be frightened by your symptoms. You can get to understand them. Keep writing. GodBless LD