Being hit by your mother

Having someone telling you

You're shit mother to your own children your nothing a waste of space low life scum makes me feel like just ending it

[Ddorne]

Lauralouise, I'm sorry you went through that. Don't let yourself believe any of it. When people lash out at you it's because of their feelings about themselves. Are you in therapy ? You need to talk to someone about this. We all have problems and I know I need my counselor to talk to. This is a good place. Write back and talk.LD

[Hidden in reply to Ddorne]

No I don't have anyone to talk to this is why I joined here

[Super-]

Laura I agree with Ddorne, I think therapy is a great idea. Nobody deserves to be treated the way you've been treated. Try not to let their words or actions define who you are.

I hope you can see that you're good person and when people say bad things to you, please let the words pass thru you and replace them with a positive thought about yourself. Always have a few things ready to say to yourself to remind yourself that you're not what they say.

[Windy101]

That kind of verbal abuse is bound to make anyone feel terrible. Glad that you came here for help. You might want to call a local Hotline for people going through hard times so you can find some local, in-person support as well. No one says such terrible things about a person unless they themselves are pretty unhealthy- sounds like your mom has lots of her own issues. I agree that therapy would be a really good idea to figure out what you want to do about being around such a toxic person.