Scared

I feel so scared. I have no friends. Im over 40 and have been divorced twice. Im afraid I'll never find someone to love me. I can't even love myself. I am not pretty and am overweight. Sometimes I drink and do things I regret. I want to be loved but don't like to be social. I worry about any and everything.

[Palmer2475]

Hi there . I'm 25 but my mother is 49 she always told me as you get older friends drift you don't really have serious friends she told me. If you ever want to chat I'm all ears. I know I'm younger but I also have the same fear I'll be alone forever but I struggle to be social in person too. I think about it a lot and feel lonely x

[Birdie6644]

Scared2

Ive been reading posts and ran across yours. I feel the same. I'm 53 and divorced twice. I reached out to my high school crush I'm not kidding the day after my final divorce hearing. We have had a long distance relationship for 3 years. I've sabotaged our relationship countless times because of the fear of losing him. My last relationship caused me to have a lot of PTSD. I have now pretty much hurt everyone who means the most to me. I use to get out and exercise walks/runs and that always seem to get me feeling better. Drinking makes me do things I regret also. That's my Achilles heal. Last episode just last Thursday after another breakup. So now for last two days I'm feeling so guilty. It's a horrible state to be in. I feel for you.