I am fighting so hard to control my anxiety and lead a "normal" life. My anxiety level is the highest it's ever been. My psychologist that I have been seeing for over 20 years has been of little to no help during this most recent episode. I have attempted to find a new psychiatrist that maybe could put a new perspective on things and maybe tweak my meds and I can't find anyone that participates with my insurance. My MD, I can tell is losing her patience with me and I feel like I can't find help anywhere. I have the best most supportive friends and family but their patience is wearing thin as well. Finding help shouldn't be this hard when the struggle is so debilitating.