I'm at my gp nearly every week and getting passed back and forward between services trying to find the. The right help and medicatation.
I'm finding it hard to be listened to or maybe I don't explain myself well enough
I've been on many medications which all made me better but worse now my doctor is trying me without any and I'm worse though more stable in ways.
I've also tried CBT and counselling which me me worse.
I've listed some of my problems below problems I have difficulty explaining face to face.
Fear of blushing (social anxiety)
Extreme and rapid mood and emotion changes. (which medication made more extreme and faster )
Emotions motions on a knife edge
Inappropriate Anger (medication made worse)
Feeling everything at once at times.
Very black and white thinking
Outlook changes quickly
Feelings of hopelessness and guilt
Unable to work
These are problems I've struggled with for years and I'm slowly getting worse and finding it impossible to get any kind of help I feel I am being let down what if it gets too late.
Is this more than depression and anxiety?