I was given the new generic form of my depression med by my pharmacy by mistake this month. My hubs picked it up from pharmacy and did not notice until later that evening, and since he had already left there, they would not give me my usual non-generic tablets. Since that time a week and half ago, my depression, panic attacks, and PTSD has gotten worse and worse. My insurance company will not pay for the non-generic med until my next refill and I cannot afford to purchase it. I don't know what to do to manage all the things happening to me, until I can get them filled again. The panic attacks are so bad that I am u able to leave my house, and am basically staying in the bed constantly. My depression is to the point that I just want to sleep until the time for my regular meds gets here. I suffer with PTSD after having a stroke a few years ago after a hard blow to the head in an auto accident. Since that time, I have worked tremendously hard getting to the point that I was before this med fiasco. I feel as if this hA set me back years, and I don't know if I can keep doing this for much longer. I feel like I need to vent as much as anything, but want my regular meds back. I am totally miserable and my symptoms get worse each day. Any advice or help would be appreciated. I am at the end of my rope, have tied a knot in it, and the knot is slipping. I just want to give up, curl in a ball, and stay there. Thanks for listening.