Hi, I'm Jill and I've been dealing with GAD and depression for 20 years, aince I was 17, making me 37. This is the worst it has been. The smallest things in my life that go wrong are one million times harder to deal with than the average person. I blame myself, cry a lot, it rules my life. My latest issue is getting my insurance company to approve a drug I've taken for 4 to 5 years. It's not related to the anxiety but not knowing when it will be approved is driving me nuts. I've already had to pay full retail, $750, which I can't afford. My friend calls it hurry up, waiting.