Yesterday I had MOHS surgery on my nose, followed by reconstructive surgery to fill the gap. The 3 days prior to the operation were incredibly stressful for various reasons and the surgery team were concerned that a) I am anticoagulated b) I have a pacemaker c) risk of going into fast AF as there wasn’t a cardiology dept although there was a resuc team.
I had seen my EP prior to the surgery for him to write to the surgeons saying for a) I was low risk so could discontinue anticoagulants for 6 days b). My pacemaker didn’t require pacemaker being turned off so they could use diathermy c) I would survive fast AF because all my other markers - bloods, echocardiogram were good and even if I went into fast AF I couldn’t have given heart meds or magnesium IV.
Although it wasn’t the pleasantest of experiences, nothing happened heart wise, despite a low dose of licdacaine in the numbing ointment & local. It was a very long day waiting for the lab results to show clear margins but well worth it as I am now clear and the tumour was removed at the first attempt. It was incredibly tiring sitting around all day but well worth having both procedures on the same day.
Today I checked my HR and BP for yesterday - they were the lowest I’ve had for months! Like Auriclaire’s story, sometimes it more the anticipatory ‘what if’ mind set that causes a more chronic stress that is so corrosive to our body. Once the mind is decided and prepared (I did a fair amount of meditation) I relaxed into the process and trusted the doctors.
I write as I hope this may reassure others who may be waiting for minor procedures who have PAF with no other heart issues, that sometimes we can have some control and always have choices, even when we make ourselves believe we don’t.
Best wishes - CD