Hi, I am 57 year old female. I have been unemployed for over a year mainly because I'm afraid to be around other people and an office environment triggers anxiety, depression, and I can't focus. All my life I wanted to work for my self and over the years I have spent over 60K in programs that others are successful in but I don't follow through, I give up very easily. I start things and don't finish. I finally gave up and filed for disability because the thought of being around others terrifies me. I've lost hope because I have lost interest in everything. I don't know what else to do. If it were not for my grandchildren I would end it all, life doesn't seem like it's worth living.