So, I have posted here quite a lot. I suppose not as much as I could have, but, hey.
I wanted to say that things are beginning to look up. I'm on the right track, feeling a bit happier in myself. I can't say for how long but I am trying not to focus on that right now, focusing on the here and now, not the what it could be in a few months.
I basically just wanted to thank people for their patience and support