So it just gone 3 in the morning and I'm wide awake once again. I'm glad I have found this place because I feel completely alone right now. I have been depressed for a number of years due to various reasons and I have never been able to openly talk about my issues. It got to the point where I would bottle everything up so much I would use drugs to help take the pain away. And not the kind of drugs that a doctor would prescribe.
Recently my life has taken a turn for the worse, my boyfriend which I loved very much and was the reason I got myself out of bed in the mornings has broken up with me. I feel empty without him now, last year I moved away from my family home and away from all of my friends as I thought I needed time to clear my head, this only seemed to make things worse for me. My depression only grew and I became very lonely. I have not even reached the age of 18 yet and I feel as if my life is completely worthless and I am a burden on this earth. I'm not sure who or where to turn too, so I guess that's why I'm trying to vent my problems here. Support is something that I haven't had much of over the years. I just want to talk to somebody that might understand what I'm going through right now.