As you might be able to see from my username, my name is Joe. I've had depression for as long as I can remember, and I've had psychosis for at least nearly 4 years, though I think that the symptoms of my psychosis have been there since I was 14, maybe younger. I am medicated, which helps with my psychosis, but not with my depression. I constantly find myself feeling hopeless and numb, and that every decision I make is the wrong one. I feel like a failure all the time and it feels like it is getting worse. I have hurt myself and attempted suicide before, though I now know that that is not the way, because again that was the wrong decision. I don't know what to do.
And I'm not much of a talker, so I might come across as rude. If I do I apologize.